Revelation!

Actually... when you know that there are some people who do read your blog... you kinda start to feel more motivated to write something! Lately I started to think what I could write, what I could say and what would be the best way to put it :)

When everyone wakes up....

I love night! Or more like really really early mornings. So early that you can't tell if night is over or not yet. I kinda get problems getting up that early, but if I get up that early, then I enjoy every little moment of it.
Why I like it? Cause of few reasons

City is sleeping. Get up at 4-6am and check it out. Even the most active and chaotic city is sleeping at this time period. Party people have fallen asleep at different possible and impossible places. Working people and students are still trying to get the last 5min of sleep. Streets are almost empty. Only few people are walking around, who seems to be misfitting in this peaceful sight. And even familiar sights seems so different and more beautiful in the light of rising sun. This peace reminds me of the feeling at the Saturday mornings when you can stay in bed under the blankets bit longer, without any reason to get up early and don't have to worry about upcoming work week as well... Thats the feeling I get to walk around the city that early. Drowsiness, peace, warmth and beauty.

Nature is waking up. Get out of city in early mornings and you will get quite different feeling, especially at spring and summer. While it does seem that nature around you is drowsy too, it is actually full of energy. All these little crickets has been up for oh so long! Bird chorus is so loud like an alarm clock which is trying to wake up everyone around. And slowly the foggy blanket disappears too...

Yea... That time period makes me poetical like some medieval troubadour who is singing odes of joy to the early mornings... lol

3 Guys

Today I was thinking about how many different people I have met and with how many of them I have become friends as well. 2+1 extraordinary guy friend I have...

I know dirty minded bunny who curses like a sailor and is game addict. At the same time he is a person with who I can talk about whatever and I can be 100% that he will understand me and will be on my side. Need to get a bit of confidence back? I just have to go to talk with him and he covers me with compliments (he says - if it is truth, then is it compliment?). Cause of all this... I really hope that he will get to fix his life at last. He deserves some love and care from a lovely bunny girl!

There is a little bit crazy French guy, who really likes red-headed girls, dancing and bikes. He is slightly younger than me so I just can't help but to treat him as little brother. Though, I don't think that my little brother would give me links to sites with revealing girls and guys. And I probably wouldn't discuss what kind of breast size guys prefer or about what kind guy body girls like with my little brother. Our fooling is just fun fun fun! But I still hope that he will find a girl soon... I am running out of excuses why I am not going to France. Actually, he is quite good looking... wonder why he is single.

And there is my stalker, self proclaimed Nr.2 (he was trying to get Nr.1 spot too...). I think he would win the first prize at fast typing, fast talking contests. I think I knew more about their relationships than the girls he was dating or trying to date. Daily hearing " what do you think about this?","Do you think she still loves me?", "Why she isn't responding at the same moment I ask something?", "Why she isn't spending her every free moment with me?", "Ask her what she thinks about me".... and I didn't even know the girls... Well, at the moment I am happy that he stopped to send me messages! Yay!

Wisdom in comedy

"Lord, give me strength to change the things I can, courage to accept the things I can't and wisdom to see the difference"

A wise comment from a kinda funny movie, which came in the right time. For now I will accept what I can't change... but in the mean time I will work on what I can change. And who knows... Maybe tomorrow or day after tomorrow the bothersome things will disappear on their own.

Just wait and see.... I haven't fully given up yet!

Yesterday at the end of So long, but so good I mentioned something about reality kicking in... I knew it... That if I have some really great day, then next one is really bad one. I keep getting bad and disturbing news today...

New and creepy interest?

I got a new interest! Criminology!

Yesterday my brother started to watch The Walking Dead and we somehow started to talk about zombies. And somehow it ended up me trying to figure out in how long time they would decompose as then it would be an end to zombie apocalypses, right? If they are too rotten to walk around, they are harmless.

So today it was still bugging me and I started to read up on decomposition of dead bodies. Came to conclusion that it is more complicated matter than it seems to be and it needs to be checked into it. And why only check on decomposition, if I can check this matter wider? Lets find some materials about criminology as whole!

Who is with me? :P

So long, but so good!

This day was so long.... Cooking in the morning, then visiting doctor and then spending few hours at university's library, not counting hour trip to uni and hour back...

But at the same time this day was so great! Weather was almost perfect - sun was shining, blue skies with only few clouds somewhere, snow all around. Everything today went flawlessly as well! And people seemed so kind and happy too. Or maybe they seemed like that just cause I beamed them with my great mood and wonderful smile so they just couldn't resist me, smiled at me and treated me so kindly.

On the way back I was thinking that this day is so great! so nice!.... that reality should kick in. And it did, when I got home - my right shoulder got kinda stiff and slightly aching. Guess long day affected that shot damaged shoulder...

But I am still happy about today :) Now just put on some nice music and do something relaxing!

Fresh start?

A friend of mine infected with idea of blogging again. Haven't seriously done it for quite long and I still don't know about what I could write.

Idea of writing about what I ate in breakfasts seems silly... unless I put it in a way as Maia-dear did. Maybe about my exciting trips in public transportation? "Today I went to, you won't believe, to station and waited for tram for 5min! I had to drive in it for 25min with just as exciting people as always...." ... No, thank you...

I guess I will stick to the idea of writing about what catches my attention and what I find interesting and important. Why tell the same thing to multiple people if I can tell it to whole world in one go? Yay?

Ready or not, here I come! (again...)

P.S.
I am taking bets about how long I will last...

Tā aiziet tā pasaules godība...

Pirms kāda laika biju aizgājusi uz baletu "Smilšuvīrs". Kāda bija baleta izrāde nav pat tik svarīgi kā tas ko nācās redzēt pašā Operas namā. Uz baletu biju aizgājusi kopā ar mammu un vēl dažiem cilvēkiem, bet šoreiz svarīgākais būtu tieši, ko mana mamma un ko es ievēro par to kā pasliktinās. Ne jau tīšām meklējot, kur piesieties, bet šādas lietas iekrīt acīs...

Mani novērojumi:
*Baleta laikā, kad dejas pāriet dejā bez izteikta nodalījuma nu nav īsti pieklājīgi aplaudēt. Varbūt gribas paust savu sajūsmu par kādu deju, bet to var darīt arī pēc izrādes, nevis pēc katras dejas otrajā cēlienā. Tas tomēr traucē gan skatītājiem, gan, manuprāt, arī dejotājiem.
*Meitene džinsu svārkos, puspliks vēders, vienkāršs balts krekliņš, gari zābaki - vai tā ģērbušies iet uz baletu, operu vai teātri?

Mammas novērojumi:
*Pati uztraucās, ka nav teātra somiņas un nācās iet ar parasto rokassomiņu, tomēr citi nekautrējās pat ar mugursomu ierasties
*Mēs bijām vienīgās, kas apavus pārvilka, lai nevajadzētu staigāt ar zābakiem, jo nav tak smuki, ka ir smuks kostīmiņš, bet zem svārkiem var redzēt ziemas zābakus.
*Mēs tur bijām gandrīz vai kā baltie zvirbuļi, kuri tiešām bija piedomājuši kā izskatīties ejot uz šāda veida pasākumu

Sāk šķist, ka latviešu kultūras līmenis tiešām slīd uz leju ar vien manāmāk un manāmāk. Kārtībai tomēr ir jābūt! Ir tak jāsaprot, ka ir jāģērbjas atbilstoši vietai un apstākļiem. Bet varbūt to vairs mūsdienās neviens nemāca?

Pasaules konflikti

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